Purpose & Imposition

And what does that have to do with a set table?

Triggered by the Rise Multiversity event a week ago, Saturday, How Sacred Cosmology Can Empower You in 2016, presented by Bood Hickson, I’ve been combing through my stash of reports: astrology, numerology, human design, most specifically, accumulated from years of trying to figure out what the heck I’m here to do.

Bood mentioned the north and south nodes in astrology as being where one is headed in this life, and what one has brought in as an accumulation of past lives.

I glommed onto this nugget and have been reading much in the past week.  As I understand it, we utilize all we’ve been as a source of strength while expanding into it’s opposite for balance.  Like salt and pepper, not opposites, really, but compliments.  The table is set for two facing each other, meeting and reflecting the other, rather than pointing in a straight line from south to north and beyond.  We tend to see things linearly (a factor of the artifical time construct), when in actuality it’s circular.  We won’t achieve mastery in the northern realm at once, so we regroup in the southern, gather strength, and venture out again into the north.

While I agree that our need for divination devices will fade as we grow in our heart core wisdom, self-sourcing all we need to know from our inner authentic reconnection with our originating self, it’s helpful to have tools for reference in the transition!

Re-reading all my reports this week, I’ve been astounded by the teflon forgetting program.  Periodically, and usually in moments of utter confusion, I’ve pulled these out for clues to help me through.  And while I read the words, the meaning would not penetrate.  True comprehension was elusive.  What little I thought I understood was lost the moment I closed the file.  It was like maths.  I could understand the concepts in the moment, but no retention.  I only passed my classes because of good scores on homework and quizzes.  Every exam I failed outright…it could have been Greek for all I knew.  Not a single equation looked even remotely familiar.

We have to discern where the forgetting program is part of the agreement and where it becomes an avenue of imposition.  I have had it proposed to me that perhaps I am not to know the answers I seek…that I am hiding them from myself to somehow protect me from the knowledge that is too great for the moment.  But, I don’t resonate with that.  It seems to me that I would be much better at hiding things I’m not to know, outright preventing the question to arise in the first place.  As a question appears, well then, it is quite evidently appropriate for the answer to be revealed.

Certainly the imposition has it’s own tricks to keep us forgetting…especially regarding our true nature and in particular what we’re here to do.  As far as I can sense into it, these are overlays, like plastic wrap, on top of our organic agreements, smothering us.  Brain fog is one.  Implants and programs and toxins, oh my!  Hello B12 and implant removals (chakras included) and energy reclamations, wahoo!

And seeing my reports with fresh eyes, comprehending for the first time, it became apparent that the greatest area of imposition in my life has been…my north node.  Thwack!

Is this true for you, too?  Here’s a link to a site I found with succinct info.  Further info is available simply by searching “north and south nodes” — you’ll get a ton of results and using resonance, click on what draws you.

Arriving to this understanding has been monumental in seeing my life more clearly.  And, armed with this awareness, I’m more awake to the subterfuge.  Cover blown.

So curious if this rings true for others…share what you discover in your nodes?

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY BRAVE HEARTS!

Lots of love <3

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7 Comments

  1. Yes indeedy, it’s true for me too! My North Node holds exactly the outcome of working thru and healing my biggest wounds. Without tending to those wounds, there would be no way I’d be embracing and moving into what I’m here to do. The imposition has done an excellent job at messing with us in our places of unconscious hurt and pain. And yet, here we are, figuring it out for ourselves….together; facing what we’ve never been able to face before, in ourselves and all around us.

    1. Hi Cynthia! Thank you so much for sharing your experience, too! I so agree, that together we’re making our way through <3!

  2. ” I have had it proposed to me that perhaps I am not to know the answers I seek…that I am hiding them from myself to somehow protect me from the knowledge that is too great for the moment. But, I don’t resonate with that. It seems to me that I would be much better at hiding things I’m not to know, outright preventing the question to arise in the first place. As a question appears, well then, it is quite evidently appropriate for the answer to be revealed.”

    Yep, I agree, when a question appears, we are ready to find the answer from within!!

    1. Thank you so much for sharing, Eve! It cracks this nut open even further! Interesting the Chiron aspect. Whenever we double up on an aspect/area, seems we are determined to iron it out, get a handle on it, to mix metaphors…and painful it is. Guess it’s so we can’t possibly ignore it, eh? Yikes. Of course, I had to follow your link and discover my Chiron aspect…and indeed, it has been a source of insecurity where I can see the imposition has capitalized. Not as strongly as the north node, in my case, but what a double whammy for you! Now that you know, though, double the blow to “them” on being exposed! Power back to you <3!

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