Disclosure of the 3rd Kind

I’ve been thinking a lot lately about where my attention/energy goes.  Where have I lost myself down the rabbit hole in search of the truth, and where do I draw the distinction between me and what’s going on? Once I woke to the game of the nwo, and that house of cards came tumbling down,…

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Feeling it? Where does it come from?  I rather knew that in stating my intention, my readiness, to embody what I’ve learned and qualities I value, and fully live this life, I would encounter Resistance.  It’s not like it hasn’t happened before.  Set a new course only to have everything and the kitchen sink thrown…

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<|=|> Embodiment <|=|>

Dangling?  What does embodiment bring up for you?  Is it a concept to aim towards or done deal?  Perhaps somewhere along that continuum. We all pretty much know that resolutions hyped at this time of year are just so much noise and distraction.  Yes, there are things we’d like to improve, but resolving to do…

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Guess Who Turned One Today…!

Living Discernment :-D! One year ago today, I walked off a cliff and plunged into an at first terrifying, then exhilirating, then ultimately immensely rewarding experience in launching this blog! I was still so raw and terrified from the total eclipse, the complete and utter shattering of my self, I could barely grasp the courage…

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Right Livelihood ~ Purpose, Part III

~Written and intended to post on November 13th, it didn’t feel appropriate given the intentional shock received that day.  So, paused.  Went deep.  Deeper still.  Cleared as much personal debris that came to awareness…much on my own, some truly tenacious contractual muck with the expert help of the gifted Sienna Lea and the phenomenal Shadow…

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W E E D S

“Hello!  Popped up for a chat…d’you have a minute?”  That’s what I hear looking at this picture.  How often have we given weeds the time of day?  Pesky things, why would we? I had a session with Carla Fox and her Quantum Sphere Healing protocol yesterday.  Her process goes so deeply to the roots of…

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*Note to Self: Breathe….

How many times in a day do I catch myself not breathing…how many times do you?  What about now…this very moment?  No expert is needed to tell us that we’re holding our breath — individually and collectively. We know it isn’t good — but do we really…really know why? A couple of years ago, I…

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You are Here ~ Purpose, Part II

Don’t know about you (yet…until you share ;-) ), but I grew up knowing *much* more about what I wasn’t good at, than what I was.  Not good in math?  Hard time with grammar?  Okay, then…let’s do some more!  No one ever said, “You’re really good at x,y,z…skip the stuff you aren’t good at, and…

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Purpose ~ Do We Need It?

This is a BIG word.  I never experienced envy, as a child or an adult.  Except for this.  For those who knew their purpose, I wanted to know how.  How did they know?  Where was the key?  Worse was the incessant knocking of that unreachable impulse within my core, wanting expression, trapped, while my head…

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Endings & Beginnings

Halloween morning, in the middle place between sleeping and fully awake, I felt into the ending of the last day of the month, reflecting back on how quickly it passed, and how far we’ve come since the catastrophic endings predicted in early September.  Feeling so much further away from the initial fright then the adamant,…

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G + R + A + V + I + T + Y

I had an unexpected conversation with Gravity the other morning.  Whoa…what??? Yep. As awareness expands, we become increasingly in tune with aspects of our world, our existence, and beyond, opening doors to connections we hadn’t before sensed. Musing upon recognition of my habitual way of beingness, and sensing that there exists a gravitational pull between…

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Integrating Solar

In quiet contemplation recently, feeling immense gratitude to our Sun for his steadfastness, his warmth and comfort over the course of my deconstruction and rebuilding, a thought dawned.  Surely not original, though I’d never heard it before.  Could actually be more of a re-membering…. The masculine intelligence of our Sun resides in our solar plexus.…

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Habitual Ways of Beingness

Well, hello Habitual Way of Being.  Fancy meeting you here in this place of transition from reactive to responsive to dynamic Beingness.  Did you crash my party or did I forget to invite you?  In any case, please come on in and let’s have a chat. This is how I would have liked it to…

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“Stop Complaining & Start Creating”

~Jeff Finley, Maker/Mistaker This comment of Jeff’s to my post, What Will You Create?, began a conversation that extended into an invitation to join him on a podcast for his site!  We began at 5am my time, were humming along very nicely for about 90 minutes when came a glitch while talking about “the imposition”…

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What Will You Create?

What will you create in these times?  Your heart’s desire?  or ‘Their vision’? A couple of weeks ago I commented on a Zen Gardner post, in which I said this is a massive time of creation!  He kindly asked me to elaborate, saying “more people need to hear this.”  I couldn’t agree more. Following is…

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